[you're like an addiction i refuse kick]
its been two days and i haven't spoken to you. i thought it was supposed to get easier for us with time, but its the complete opposite. after seeing you almost everyday last week, not being able to talk to you after just one day seems suicidal. this can't be right. i spent such a long time trying to convince myself that i can be independent and happy on my own, but the moment you took a more important role in my life, those months of reflecting seemed to have never taken place at all. don't be mistaken babe, you're the best thing that has happened to me this year. i'm just wondering how i'll cope should you decide that we're better off on our own.
i miss you so so much. why won't the weekend come already!!
19.8.09
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