dance prac again today. TIRING but fun i guess. left early to help my sis get ready for graduation prom.. was kinda sad to leave prac at first, but now i'm glad that i did.. cause after helping her.. i realised that i wouldn't have missed it for the world! for once in my life, she said something sweet to me.. who knew that the four words, "thanks erjie, for everything!" could make you feel all weird inside.. i actually felt like crying!! who knew that doing little things as "small" as helping her dress, doing her hair, or packing her things for the sleepover, would be such a big thing to her at the end of the day,, and eventually have such a great impact on me indirectly.. seeing her all smiles, looking her best in her perfect dress, and knowing that you had part to play in it, and her saying a simple thank you, lets you know that everything was worth it! i guess these are the moments that she and i will remember and look back on.. and that these are the moments that will make our relationship now even stronger.
all i wanna say is that, friends out there with siblings, treasure your relationships with them! make sure that every moment you spend with them is worth remembering! even if it means going out of your way to help them! cause that is what family is all about. know that efforts from the heart never go unnoticed, even if they seem that they do because appreciation isn't expressed verbally. know that she appreciates your help so very much no matter how small and she loves you so very much for being you, even if she calls you annoying and bimbo all the time! think of your family as the habour you can always count on returning to, even in the scariest and fiercest of storms.
be there for them like how they'll be there for you.
i know she'll be there for me. know that they'll be there for you too.
I LOVE YOU, DA JIE!! FOR EVER AND EVER, FROM THE VERY BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!<333!!! even if i can be a bitch to you sometimes!!!
4.12.07