you know what's the saddest thing?
when the people who you have the most faith in, start to push you away.. people who you thought you trusted enough to come to you when they felt alone, or troubled.
why is it that when they most need your companionship they just don't know that you're here for them?
why is it that when they say that they'll choose being alone over being with the people they love, you feel angry and sad all at the same time?
why? please don't feel like that, cause people around you get just as affected... please...
then it sets you thinking, have i been hurting my loved ones because of how i've been writing.
is it just a phase you have to pull through yourself?
to see how strong you really are?
or to see how many real friends you have out there to help you through the dark.
whatever it is, remember you're not alone, you've always told me that, now i'm saying that to you.
remember that even in the darkest of nights, there will always be the 7 little candles shining the way for you.
come home soon, you're missed.
i love you more than you'll ever know.
10.8.07
find your way back home..