have you ever had one of those days when you feel so crapped up and shitty, but you can't do anything about it, but smile and pretend everything will be ok? well, athena is having one of those days. i told you today was a bad morning, look what happened? things seem to go be going wrong, left, right, centre! terrible!!!
crashed ri canteen with the class for lunch, then trotted back to school for chinese, and lit. went to the library and attempted to study with couple of og mates, but ended up talking to aileen anyways. but i guess that helped to sort out my thoughts. what would i do without you? <333! after which, me and aileen waited a couple of hours for the streetdance interview, which i think went ok? hmm. stayed in the canteen to talk so some seniors. then took car back home cause it was raining. but isn't school supposed to be exciting??? nothing's happening! hope tmr's trip back to rg to see my darling juniors in guides makes me a little happier. though seeing my og every morning and talking with them makes me forget most of what happened the day before and smile a little more! so for that, thanks!!! <333!!
ok, since athena is feeling all sad and stuff, here's a little angsty song.
It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside (keep it to myself)
You never seem to wonder
How much you make me suffer
I speak it from the inside
25.1.07
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